I’m tired of being here and I’ve barely been here… My mum’s partner treats her like shit and only thinks about himself. I’m so so tired and just want my squishy blankets, incense and huge cuddles. :(
I have to clean this room now and then pack to catch the bus. I’ll probably end up catching a bus from the station home, too.
I just hate everything right now… I think I need to do some reading, but I know that would just put me to sleep and I have too much to do.
August 2011
- Drink less alcohol - I know I don’t drink that often, but I feel as though it’s too much for me.
- Draw more and keep mt skills growing.
- Eat healthier and cook more.
- Sleep more.
- Drink more tea.
- Read more.
- Remember the better things in life.
Destroy my mind and let me float,
Upon clouds of time and space.
Free me from the worries of the world,
And from this fleshy soul-case.Make me into the esper,
That my soul so rightly resembles,
Undo me, unmake me,
To all but my spirit, disassemble.For I can’t bear to live,
In such a contradictory way.
So if my physical nature is denied,
I’d rather just throw it away.
Don’t Jump the Shark Before You Save the Whale - Broadway ft/ Jonny Craig
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Sex would be pretty good right now. Not gonna lie!
Come play in the sun. Pleeeeeeaaaase? :(
You’re probably someone that knows him, so go ask yourself.
I don’t think so, no. He knows me better than anyone that I’ve ever ‘liked’ and been with, so I don’t need to be any different.
1 - Yep, I would.
2 - They have, but that was friendship. Someone else has told me forever and ever and I suppose we’ll just wait to see.
10 - Sythe would be the first I’d turn too.
13 - I am angry at some people, yes. But I don’t let myself get stressed about it. :)
- Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
Your relationship status?
Where did you meet your crush(es)?
Have you ever lost a close friend?
Do you smoke weed regularly?
- Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
When was the last time you really laughed?
- Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?
First girl you’d turn to?
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Angry at anyone?
What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
When was the last time you cried really hard?
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
What is your favorite song?
Do you like Red Bull?
How many people can you tell just about everything to?
Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Describe yourself in one word.
Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Do you rebound?
Ever cheated on someone?
What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Do you act differently around the person you like?
Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
Is it hard to make you laugh?
Who was the last person to make you mad?
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Is your best friend a slut?
Is hard drugs a turn off?
Are you happy with life right now?
Are you still in love with your ex?
Are you still in love with your ex?
Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Where is your best friend?
Something you’re happy about?
How is your heart lately?
Not that any of you cunts will.